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Rambling

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 19, 2008, 2:01 PM
Well, another day at the hospital. Nathan and I have been here all fucking day. He had to get an EEG and now we're waiting for an MRI. We're in the waiting room, and luckily enough, they have two computers with an internet connection, so I jumped on to keep myself doing something. I've got my notebooks and what not to write in, but, eh...decided to get on here and check my messages and what not.

I was hoping a certain someone would be on, but alas, no go.

Soooo...I thought that instead of ranting in my journal, the one I actually hand write in, I'd rant on here, cause lets face it, I can type faster than I can write. Which is funny, cause when I'm wired (as I am now..YAY for Adderall!), my mind moves way way faster than normal, which is fast anyway..so, I have to keep up. So, here I am, ranting to anyone who's willing to actually go through and read all this shit.

I give you guys props if you're still reading, cause I would have left by now, thinking that I was insane. Which, granted, is true, but that's neither here nor there.

I'm so hungry. I haven't eaten in almost 24 hours. FUN!

Blah...BORED! I'm glad that they had these computers here, cause I left mine in the car cause last time we came here, I couldn't get a connection anyway, so it was a moot point to bring it in this time.

AND, since we're poor, we had to park like...two miles away from the hospital cause they like to charge a bitch load per hour for parking....I mean...what's that? You're going to a hosptial, you're more than likely going to be spending a FUCK load of money to just talk to someone to GET an appointment, then they're going to sodimize you with a steal rod for parking.

That's fucked up I think. I mean, for real...money doesn't grow on trees, and most people don't have it...for instance, last time we were here, we were only here for....2 1/2 hours or so, if that, and it was almost ten bucks. More than what we had. I think the lady was a little pissed off cause she had to let us through two bucks short.

So, since I've only got a 20 (less now), we parked down the roas a ways, so we could actually eat something today.

On other news, I found out my great grand-father died yesterday.

So, when I go home, I'm going to have to deal with that. I'm hoping to aviod any drama from my mom...wish me luck...

My dad told me she said she didn't wanna go to the funeral, and he thinks it's because he didn't come to my grand mother's funeral. *shrugs* idk. I hadn't seen him since I was very small...so...it's not really the big an impact on me.

I remember him though, to be a pretty cool guy. He'd always let me sit in his lap and he'd tell me stories. Just like any grand father, or great grand father....whatever.


I don't really know what else to say....I'm sure I can think of something if I sit here and put some thought into it...but at the same time, I can hardley keep up with my thoughts, which is why I started typing all this shit to begin with....hahaha

Well, I'm gonna get. Do something else on here for a while. Have a nice day guys, and I hope you enjoyed today's wired rambles.




The mood guy STILL won't change....you think they'd have fixed that by now.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: News on the TV behind me
  • Reading: The Good Guy, Nightshift, Outlander
  • Watching: The Joint Burn Slowly Down (I wish right now)
  • Playing: At being...anything
  • Eating: God, I'm FUCKING HUNGRY!

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: Inside myself
  • Interests: Music, tv, toking, shrooms, writing (duh), reading, shooting guns, shooting pool, photography
  • Favourite movie: Rush
  • Favourite band or musician: I can't say I've got just ONE favorite...Ozzy is my god though
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything I'm in the mood for. I'm a head banger at heart
  • Favourite artist: Anyone with that's good enough to capture my interest
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dean Koontz, Steven King, Poe
  • Operating System: The strange inner workings of my mind.
  • Shell of choice: The seperating me from the everyday, average, boring person I'm surrounded by.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything that intersest me
  • Skin of choice: Mine
  • Favourite game: Mario Brothers, Doom
  • Favourite gaming platform: My couch
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny
  • Personal Quote: Embrace this moment remember we are eternal all this pain is an illusion
  • Tools of the Trade: A homemade pipe

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Devious Comments

~ChildOfTheGods:iconChildOfTheGods: Aug 19, 2008, 11:41:37 AM
Anytime, hon.

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~ChildOfTheGods:iconChildOfTheGods: Aug 15, 2008, 7:16:43 PM
Sure. :)

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~Bayho:iconBayho: Aug 15, 2008, 2:02:23 PM
thanks for watching me back:) hurrray! if you ever get the chance, read my journal

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Fantastic!
~Ferelwing:iconFerelwing: Jul 25, 2008, 11:20:55 AM
:hug: Thanks.

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~ChildOfTheGods:iconChildOfTheGods: Jul 25, 2008, 12:40:23 AM
You're welcome. Always love good work.

*hugs*

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~Ferelwing:iconFerelwing: Jul 24, 2008, 5:34:14 PM
Thank you very much for the fav hon :hug: I really appreciate it :hug: :glomp:

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~ChildOfTheGods:iconChildOfTheGods: Jul 13, 2008, 10:08:17 AM
Sure thing.

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~deathwing666:icondeathwing666: Jul 13, 2008, 8:56:01 AM
thanks for the fave

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~dauncydaisy:icondauncydaisy: Jun 5, 2008, 10:59:47 PM
Thank you for the fav. Gifford is an amazing model especially when she doesn't know she's modeling for me. =D
*Emasworld:iconEmasworld: May 2, 2008, 4:12:50 PM
Thank you so much for the fav on Concept And Movement . :) :hug:
~Aegerius:iconAegerius: Mar 5, 2008, 2:06:00 AM
Thx for the Fave. More will follow ASAP. Kind regards Mattéz

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~Ferelwing:iconFerelwing: Feb 7, 2008, 4:59:45 PM
I just had to share the love, hun!

WATCH OUT!!!

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*********A hawk taking flight ********
*********** I long to be free *********
*********** Please love me ******
******:meditate: **************:meditate:***
~hipitedipite:iconhipitedipite: Dec 26, 2007, 10:59:16 AM
Thank you for visiting my gallery and for the kind fav
~Nuruial:iconNuruial: Dec 26, 2007, 5:12:51 AM
Hey, thank you.

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*Untold-Paige:iconUntold-Paige: Dec 19, 2007, 6:14:15 PM
Thanks for the favorite!
~bloodrose616:iconbloodrose616: Dec 14, 2007, 8:01:04 PM
And whirlwind night

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~bloodrose616:iconbloodrose616: Dec 14, 2007, 7:22:24 PM
and Phoenix!

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~bloodrose616:iconbloodrose616: Dec 14, 2007, 7:21:55 PM
thanks for the fav on Secret Chord!

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~BeachBlue:iconBeachBlue: Dec 5, 2007, 1:13:54 PM
If A Fat Guy Grabs U and puts u in a bag, don't worry I told Santa I wanted u 4 Christmas!
Send this to 10 people u care about including me!
SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL YOU LOVE.

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~BeachBlue:iconBeachBlue: Nov 16, 2007, 11:00:56 AM
HAVE LOADS OF FUN AT RENFAIRE THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!! take pictures if you are able!!!!!!!
I LOVES YOU!!!!!!!

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~BeachBlue:iconBeachBlue: Nov 9, 2007, 11:03:16 AM
BOOO!

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